"She's the DIRECTOR in her life..so don't try to control her..coz she HATES being told what to do..sorry if she hurt ur feelings in this blog but then this its HER blog afterall and she has all the athority to write anything..UNHAPPY??fcuk off then..treat her well and she'll make friends with you"
Nurul Syafiqah a.k.a. SYAF
02021990
Sweet 7teeN
Ex [tampines primary]..currently in [Chai chee sec],
Currently living at Tampines,
Am a part time slacker,
::x::LOVE::x::
Her BM'S[the linkage],
Her CCSS NPCC BLACK gang
Her precious friends[people who cheerz my dae],
Her friendship[Treasure thiz alot],
Her family[People who gives her support],
Her phone[To be connected and updated],
The colour black[a classical colour]/u>,
Emo punk[songz that ease her earz when she'z down].,
Taking pictures[she'z simply vain].,
Chocalatez[Nyam..nyam..just love them/Stress relyver].,
uRe LizTeNiNg To -Amber pacific[the old tyme fav.]-
Pics of Syazye
Saturday, November 04, 2006
Damned!! i had a dream last night and the dream was..so called SWEET + SAD dream la..
ok.. here goes the dream.. we had a family gathering..and X was there..ok i did not attend to X nor talk to X..then X was eating and i sat opposite X and start a conversation..then from there we talked bout our life friends and stuffz like that..then x gave me this large cute bear that i've been eyeing with this sweet message lar..then i was like melt/"cair" like that la..my feeling arrose[damned!]..the feeling that have longed died suddently came back to my memory..my mind was playing a so called FLASHBACK of our memories together..[damned]..then my dad sat at the same table that in sitting.."i don't want X to be with eu..and i don't want eu to accept that bear..please understand the situation..if you love me listen to me.."that was the sentance that my dad said..my heart sank and i hand over the cute huge bear back to X..X face was filled with sadness..i quickly rush out of the house with my eyes filled with tears..
The dream was like aargh..the memory that has LONGED DIED appear back..
#damned!!i've got to choose between X and my dad..who would eu choose??